Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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tHe FiRsT dAy
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...was full of pain.
and hurt.
Miss Poon walked in, and immediately this came into my head.
"Of all the beer joints in all the towns in all the world, she walks into mine."
She's my form teacher.I think I'm going to drop dead.(She teaches us P.E.,so I'll probably die.)
All admin matters were pretty much solved by half past nine,fifteen minutes past the time we were supposed to be dismissed for recess.This included our tentative seating position,where for the first time in my life I was placed in the first row.(I took this as an insult.Now I'm trying to believe that I can see stuff better.)
When I returned to class,it was Chinese period.Many of the HCL students were called out of class,but for some reason I wasn't one of them.
The aforementioned "some reason" was because I wasn't taken by Mr Hou,but rather by Mademoiselle Er.(There is no reason to use the word Mademoiselle here,but I feel like it so there.)The greatest pain came when we had to choose a class rep. (read: the one who goes chasing after people who don't hand in their work,myself being a usual suspect.)And whoever said "keep your friends close,but your enemies closer" was most probably right,for almost immediately a finger was pointed at the solitary figure at the side of the classroom close to the door,where I stood.In a final moment of desperation I half-yelled,"I'd rather disembowel myself!" but it was not taken seriously.
So I'm a class rep.Shoot me.
Ms Leong came in after that,and there was silence in the classroom.She,frankly speaking,gave me the feeling that I was in fairly great danger,but I wasn't going to be open and tell her that,lest I truly be in great danger after that revelation.Surprisingly the period went smoothly,with her calling me "in tune" because I managed to tell her the reason why she had so many periods with us in the timetable.(She takes us for both Elementary Math and Additional Math.)Later we had to introduce ourselves and say something about something enriching we did during the holidays.Being the otaku I was,I summoned my memories of the Death Note movies,and began to introduce the movie (as best as I could without screaming like a fangirl) to the rest of the class.Admittedly I spoke the longest,but that's just me.
Then was Ms Lizah's period.We played two games,one called Human Bingo and another without a name but involving a chicken,an egg,a dinosaur and an Enlightened One.I was one of the last three standing for the Enlightened One game.Not a good thing,but the last time I played this game I was first to win.
Then came the last period,CE.It passed with more admin work,before the day finally ended.FINALLY.
And thus explains why I am here.For I am bored.
FANGIRL QUOTES FOR KENICHI MATSUYAMA.(though I claim him as my own!)
Kenichi Matsuyama? We ain't got no Kenichi Matsuyama! We don't need no Kenichi Matsuyama! I don't have to show you any stinking Kenichi Matsuyama!(Use only if you hide him in your room)
I feel the need - the need for Kenichi Matsuyama!
As God is my Kenichi Matsuyama, I'll never be hungry again.
With great power comes great Kenichi Matsuyama.
You want the Kenichi Matsuyama? Just say the word, and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down.
I'll get you, my pretty, and your little Kenichi Matsuyama, too!
May the Kenichi Matsuyama be with you.
When there's no more room in hell, the Kenichi Matsuyama will walk the earth.
Perfect organism. Its structural perfection is matched only by its Kenichi Matsuyama.
Remember, you're fighting for this woman's Kenichi Matsuyama, which is probably more than she ever did.
If I was a Kenichi Matsuyama, a perfect Kenichi Matsuyama, how would you know it was really me?
Keep your friends close, but your Kenichi Matsuyama closer.
To Kenichi Matsuyama, and beyond!
Everybody! Everybody wants a piece of Kenichi Matsuyama!
No, it is not dangerous to confuse Kenichi Matsuyama with angels.
Have you ever danced with Kenichi Matsuyama in the pale moonlight?
I met Kenichi Matsuyama today. We are playing chess.
The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world Kenichi Matsuyama didn't exist.
And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my Kenichi Matsuyama.
Father to a murdered son. Husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my Kenichi Matsuyama, in this life or the next.
exeunt character, 10:21 PM
Saturday, December 30, 2006
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DN2 gets better everytime I watch it.
Though this time it was painfully obvious that Kenichi's extremely pale complexion only lasted as far as the beginning of his neck.
But it's still funny. L in a stupid mask is enough to make anyone's day XD
I stroked L's head on the DN2 diorama today, before running off laughing like a fangirl.
And... Vidhya called, and said Michelle and I were going to be signed up for a storytelling course.
And I was like OMG.
Because Michelle... well I think highly of her. (Inwardly I fear she could be a higher towering intellect than a ghost of my past, but I don't like to think of it that way, and almost never do.)
She has enough qualifications to go up against Light Yagami. Seriously. (She's a girl, is younger, doesn't have a Death Note, and isn't obsessed with being the god of a new world. That's pretty much all the diff.)
L has almost no mentioned paper qualifications! (shifty eyes at myself) AND is super weird. *thinks* AWESOME!!!
oweel. g2g.
exeunt character, 7:13 AM
Friday, December 29, 2006
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DEATH NOTE LOVE
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(On Television)
L: I am the one person who controls the entire police force, Lind L. Tailor; alias L.
(Light's room)
LIGHT: Who's this guy?
(Police HQ)
SOICHIRO: It's finally started.
MATSUDA: But,he's never shown his face before, right? Why now...?
SOICHIRO: It means L's serious.
(thinking) Well, L. We're doing as you told us. Will you prove what you said at the ICPO meeting?
(On Television)
L: To the murderer who's targeting criminal after criminal: This is unforgivable; the worst crime in history. Consequently, I will catch the ringleader of these crimes, referred to vulgarly as 'Kira.'
(Light's room)
RYUK: He says he'll definitely catch you.
LIGHT: *evil grin* Heh. Idiot. Of course he's not going to catch me. *sits up and holds up Death Note* It's a Death Note! *waves it around,looking very diabolically crazy* If you can't get ahold of this notebook, there's absolutely no evidence! It's completely impossible to catch me! *sits back* That the police would act and things like this would occur are both part of my plan.
(On Television)
L: Kira. I can imagine what you must be thinking, to do something like this. But, what you are doing is evil. (emphasising the word 'evil.')
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *sudden change of expression,looking slightly disgusted/insulted* I'm... evil, you say? *L smiles* I am justice! *gets up in anger* The man who saves the weak who cower in fear of evil, *practically yelling now* and will become the god of a new world that is everyone's ideal! *trembling slightly in intense anger* Those who oppose that god... Those people are evil! *opens Death Note,takes pen,puts pen to a page in the Death Note,smiles evilly* Too easy, L. *looks at television* If you'd been just a little more clever, I could've had a little fun. *looks at Death Note in evil happiness and writes LIND L. TAILOR across the page* *gets up, smiling* *laughs to himself* *looks at television* What happens to those who oppose me? The whole world is watching, L. *looks at watch* Five more seconds. Four. Three. Two. One.
(On Television)
L: *slightly quick breathing,looks very surprised, breaks down a bit, grabs his chest with his hands where his heart is, tries to cry in terror to the skies but cannot find the strength, head falls on table, dies.*
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *eyes widen in sadistic happiness, laughs to himself, first quietly, then a little louder* *gets up* What's wrong? Just try to say something! *continues laughing*
(On Television)
*FBI agents in black suits and sunglasses carry the dead Lind L. Tailor off the set*
*screen suddenly shows a black stylised letter L on a white background*
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *sits up* ...huh?
(On Television)
L: I don't believe it. I thought it might be, so I tested it, but... Kira. You can kill people without laying a finger on them?
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *wide-eyed, angry, shocked, disturbed.*
(On Television)
L: I couldn't believe it until I saw it with my own eyes. Listen carefully, Kira. If you really are responsible for the death of Lind L. Tailor on TV, know that he was actually a man who was scheduled to be executed at this time today. He was not me.
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *still in shock, and breathless* What?
(On Television)
L: A criminal whose capture was top secret and not reported on television or the Internet. It seems even you don't have information about criminals like that one.
(Light's room)
RYUK: Haha, you've been had.
(On Television)
L: But I, L, definitely exist. Well then. Try killing me.
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *still disturbed!* That.. that bastard!
(On Television)
L: Well, what's wrong? Hurry up and try it!! Hurry up and try to kill me!! Kill me, kill me! Try to kill me!
...
What's wrong? Can't you? *Light looks very shocked, and slightly dazed* It would seem that for some reason, he can't kill me. *Ryuk laughs* So there are people who can't be killed. Thanks for the hint. In exchange, I'll tell you this. I had them announce that this was being broadcast worldwide, but in fact it was only broadcast in Kanto, Japan. *Light looks a little confused* I was planning on going region by region, showing this at different times, but there is no longer any need for that. You are currently in Kanto. (Ryuk: *laughs* That L guy's pretty sharp!) It was a small case, so the police missed it, but the first victim in this string of crimes was the Shinjuku street slasher. Among the felons who have been dying of heart attacks, this street slasher's crime was incongruously light. Plus, this case was only reported in Japan. That's all I needed to figure out that you're in Japan, and that your first victim was a test of your power. I concentrated on Kanto, which has the highest population, and lucky me, you were there. I didn't honestly think my speculations would hold true this far. Kira, it might not be long before I send you to your execution. Kira, I am very interested in knowing by what means you are committing these murders. But I'll know that once I catch you. Until we meet again, Kira. *screen buzzes with static*
(Police HQ, when L tells Kira to try and kill him.)
SOICHIRO: What's this?
MATSUDA: He's really raising the stakes!
SOICHIRO: Do you want to die or something, L?
(Out in the streets, after Soichiro finishes his sentence)
?1: What's this?
?2: It's Kira VS. L!
?3: Kira really exists!
?4: I'm scared!
?5: This's freakin' amazing!
?6: Stop, Kira!
(/cut to Light's room, after it becomes obvious that Kira cannot kill L.)
(Police HQ, after L claims it might not be long before he sends Kira to his execution.)
MATSUDA: I knew it. As expected from L.
SOICHIRO: Yeah. He proved the existence of Kira, that the deaths were murders, and that Kira is in Japan.
(/ends before L expresses his interest in knowing the means by which Kira kills criminals)
(Light's room)
LIGHT: *stares at television showing nothing but static* Send me, *places hand on forehead, looking troubled* to my execution, you say? *takes hand off forehead, looking slightly amused* Interesting! *smiling* You're on!
RYUK (thinking): You're both trying to find someone who you know nothing about... not even their name or face. Whoever gets found first will die. I knew it, you humans are amusing!! (emphasis on 'amusing.')
LIGHT: L.
(L's room)
L: Kira.
(split-screen of Light and L facing each other)
LIGHT, L: *both seem extremely determined* No matter what, I will find you and do away with you!
(Light's room)
LIGHT: I am...
(L's room)
L: I am...
(general skyscrapers)
LIGHT, L: JUSTICE!
^_^
I so love Death Note!
I watched DN2 on Wednesday!
AND WEDNESDAY WAS THE SMEX!
OHYES IT WAS!!! *fangirlish screams*
In the morning I had to go to the CCA Exhibition to help out. (Because Vivi N. Ornitier loves her CCA.) I had no wish to bring sexy back this year. Oh heavens no. So I had to choose a dress this year again, and by no means was it going to be the same as last year. For several reasons.
ONEi didn't like last year's dress
TWOit was most probably the most revealing of all the dresses in the store.
THREEif you want to know the dress's structure, imagine Haruno Sakura's pre-timeskip dress extended down to one's ankles, with a little collar like Tenten's, and no sleeves. That's how it looked.
FOURmethinks people get bored of seeing the same thing twice.
FIVEit was dark pink in colour. Not a colour that I like very much.
Back to the subject, I had to choose a dress. And it couldn't be revealing. So, in stark contrast, I chose the blackest, longest, most unrevealing dress of all.
"ew. colonial." - Tereza on the dress.
"w00t! unrevealing!" - me on the dress.
After some thought Tereza chose a red and black dress. If I remember correctly we were wearing Ting Wei and Liyana's 05 dresses. But I'm not sure. (Though if we were, it would mean I was wearing Liyana's dress. Which is strange because it looked just as long on the both of us, and Liyana's short. *is stabbed in the forehead by Liyana*)
So off we went in our dresses. I had to follow Tereza wherever she went because a white apron was on the same hanger, which implied...
"OMG YOUR MARIA FROM THE SOUND OF MUSIC" - Jack Sparrow (Roshni) on the dress.
FF.
DN2 FOREVER!!!
I raised the ILU sign to the skies after it was over.
And saluted L.
(Naomi cried. I didn't. He is still alive, after all.)
KENICHI'S ONLY TWENTY-ONE!!!
*glomphs him like a raving fangirl*
BACK OFF! HE'S MINE!
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g2g. -.-
exeunt character, 6:44 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
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one and a half hours
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then i'll be in the land of substandard anime and good drama serials that though good will never be as good as japan.NEVAH.
fe was funny on sunday,when we had random pictures taken.she came as light and naomi came as misa and i was...well you know.so what if i didn't look like him.for practically all the shots i held a lollipop.it's hella fun to go as L because of all the candy!
yagami-san and amane-san each held a DN.i had to lend yagami-san mine.amane-san had her small one.
my msn nick says "hajimemashite.L ja nai."
translated it means "nice to meet you.i'm not L."(fe won the title of miss glamourous by demand 'cos she wore one of those hats which made her look like Ryan from High School Musical.Yes I'm not kidding.)
L introduced himself "hajimemashite.L desu," which translates "nice to meet you.i'm L." so you get the drift.
oro the bunny's dead now.he got killed by that neighbour's damned labrador.it's so sad death notes only work on humans.oh well.we'll need another oro.i want the baby bunnies to come soon so i can name the girls riza and inoue and the guys ishida,mello,and envy.
i like kenichi matsuyama so much now,and i think it's all because of how he portrayed L.which isn't much of a reason to like him.darn.but he seems so nice..haiz,i like him and tatsuya so much i saw them in friday night's dream.(i saw fe in saturday night's dream.i think i saw sensei and naomi as well but i'm not sure,the only one i know for sure was in my dream was fe.sunday night had no dream,how sad.)
exeunt character, 6:10 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
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WTO
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this'll be the first time i'm writing about my holiday work...
First off.Sorry Inn.
Second,and the more expanded point of the two,is about this Sim Jae-Duck
I DON'T LIKE YOU SIM JAE DUCK.
You have government support,so what?Big deal.
WTA =/= WTO
And it never will be.
The only future for WTA is if it becomes part of WTO,under the name KTO or something like that.WTA will never be able to swallow up WTO.I'll see to that if I have to.
And the restroom revolution?
It wasn't led by a South Korean.
Don't distort the truth,boys.
It was led by a Singaporean.
It was led by my father.
Why should we need government support,when we need nothing more than the support of the common people of the world?
There are about six billion of us.
There are barely ten thousand of you,by estimates.(That's)
What government support?
You can go government support something else like fair trade,reforestation,maybe the banning of CFCs,and perhaps discounts of hydrogen-powered cars,then we'll talk.
Especially fair trade.
That's what keeps third world countries the way they are.That indirectly causes the lack of toilets in third world countries.
Government support is an added bonus.What an organisation needs to grow strong is not mainly government support,but normal people support.There are very few government officials who participate actively in nonprofit organisations,and of course,many more common people.
So there you have it.My rant to Mr Sim of WTA,who is in no direct way related to the Mr Sim of WTO.
exeunt character, 2:00 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
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x-laws?perhaps...
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minna-sama,
I would like to say something.
(Why did I just do that?This is MY blog! -.-)
I have a religion.
Yes I do.
Not agnostic atheism.
But Christianity.
And I realised that the only reason why I went into agnostic atheism in the first place was because of the great struggle I had in primary school.The great struggle which convinced me,despite all the teachers being Christian,that there was no god.To put an object of "perfection" that no one would take their eyes off was way too much for me to bear,and for this object of perfection to have teachers eating off her palm was salt in burn wounds to me.
And now it isn't.
We're all only human,aren't we?
If she were perfect,someone'd have started ___ ____ ____-ism by now.But no one did!That means she's only human,and it's normal to envy,but no further.
I as a human have the capacity to forgive.And I will.My antithesis now owes me nothing,nor do I owe her anything.Perhaps I'll go up against her just to see where I stand,but heck,who needs rivalry in this case?
Arigatou,Kami-sama!My only enemy is myself!
exeunt character, 6:03 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
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7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
- I am still in pursuit of the ability to cry at will.For a time it was manageable in the privacy of my own room,but that ended about 60 hours ago.
- I've posted Naomi a challenge.We're to dissolve our own personalities,take on L's,and at request of Justice Fedora,revert to our original personalities.
- NIHON BANZAI (in my opinion)
- I can live away from the comp.With difficulty.
- I'm crushing on a lot of guys.Only one is a solid human being.And I'm not telling you who it is.
- I like wordless music,or music that does not need to be understood with the lyrics.Toshiro Masuda is a particular expert at this.
- For now,I like eight series of anime/manga
7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME
- ELECTROSHOCK.will not elaborate further. >.<
- Ankle-length qipao.With cuts going further than the knee on either side.(Nothing can compare to the combined pain of that with high heels.)
- The possibility of me one day waking up and losing all my knowledge of HTML,Photoshop and ImageReady.
- That my envy of others will eventually cause me to psychologically implode.Then again I could always say that I lead my own life.
- Loneliness.There's no feeling quite like it.It's out of this world,and gives many people endless pain.
- The possibility of me one day losing all my knowledge of anything pertaining to the arts.*cringes*
- The seven deadly sins.
7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
- No Song Unheard - The Hellacopters (Thank you,Kubo-sensei.Though I still don't really like Chad.)
- Wing-Stock - Ashley MacIsaac (Kubo-sensei,domo arigatou.)
- Yatta - Happa-tai (Idiots.)
- O Fortuna - Carmina Burana - Carl Orff (In case you don't know this piece,it's the one that comes out whenever something climatic happens.)
- Seigi No Shisha - Shaman King (gomen ne,I don't know who did this.But I favour songs having to do with the portrayal of ultimate justice in a disturbing manner.)
- Hinata VS Neji - Naruto - Toshiro Masuda (Good for calm moments.Or calm and slightly sad moments.)
- Smith's Final Battle - The Matrix - Don Davis (Another climatic piece.)
7 PEOPLE I FANCY
- Sesshoumaru!
- Orochimaru!(Everyone!Gasp in horror!)
- Envy!(So what if you think he's a she?)
- Naomi,my non-lesbian partner!
- ______ ___ ____ ____ (He Who Must Not Be Named.)
- Fedora.Just because.
- Liyana.Also just because.
7 THINGS I SAY MOST
- baka
- No way will I do that.(ironically,almost all the time the opposite happens.)
- K.M.A.!
- Orochimaru-sama!
- *sigh*
- WTF?!
- Kami-sama
7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
Red pill or blue pill.
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ELDDS SYF PREPARATION ROCKED!
*huge smile*
Sad thing,though,that Coach Serena's not going to teach us next year.But oh well,..
*cheers for new baby [coming soon]*
We had cake on the last day!And it was good!And hence,to all the Cedar ELDDS members out there who participated in the last day of the SYF Preparations,take two seconds to feel good about getting cake on the last day of the SYF Preparations.And to everyone else...pretend you didn't see this.
Coach Serena was asking for names for the baby (it's a boy ^^.),so I said Faustus.(it's a nice name...i think.)
Anyway I hope next year's a good year!It'll be my last SYF (everyone gets two.) and I do hope I'll be in the cast [as kami-sama!].(Though if I can't get that,programming music's my thing!)
Coach Serena also asked us what we wanted to be,so I told her I wanted to be a ninja.Later I wanted to tell her seriously,but because I was so indecisive I told her I wasn't going to tell her.
-.-"'
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Dear Coach,
If you are reading this right now...
The thing about me wanting to be a ninja was a joke.
Seriously.
I still won't tell you the answer,unless you prefer to believe that when I reach a responsible age I will immediately migrate to Kyoto and pursue the arts of a geisha.Which is obviously not true.
I suggest that you infer it for yourself.The answer is in the challenge I posted Naomi,and has nothing to do with my relationship to her.
And no,I have no wish to be L when I grow up.But you're looking in the right place.
Sincerely,
She Who Must Not Be Named.
AKA You Know Who
AKA F****.(THE PREVIOUS WORD WAS NOT A PROFANITY)
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Didn't go out on Halloween.Prisia and Tereza and Shanice did though.
Am still kinda jealous.
Have decided that Prisia,Tereza and I are the Densetsu no Sannin.
Prisia's Jiraiya.(She has spiky hair,and the fake blood she used for Halloween's still there,though it's fading.Coincidentally,the places the blood was situated were where Jiraiya's red lines were.)
Tereza's Tsunade.(Both of them are somewhat blonde.And Tsunade's pretty tall,like Tereza.But not as tall as me!)
Obviously that leaves me with Orochimaru.(YATTA!)(Long live long hair and side partings and 172cm heights and long tongues!)
Will not elaborate further,though I think that I'll be off the comp for a long,long time.
exeunt character, 6:43 AM